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PinsInMyHeart
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Country: United States
State: California
Gender: Female
Interests: band, drama, dance, singing, performing, video games, you, and helping others.
Expertise: band, drama, cheering up people, getting confused, being blonde, piercings, and helping others.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
Member Since:
9/10/2003
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| im so sick of everyone stepping all over me and taking advantage of me but i dont know how to stop it cuz every time i give in......and then i have this big empty feeling in my gut and in my heart | | |
| some people are so damn blind they cant even see whats right in front of them....well hopefully they will wake up and realize it one day....but by then maybe it will be too late...it will have moved on.....or maybe they do see it....they just dont care......or arent sure how to deal with it................................................ | | |
| Look now you didnt know you had my whole heart in your hands but you did and what did you do with it? left it to rot on the sidewalk or on the bathroom floor...When were you going to pick it back up again or were you planning on just leaving it there and never coming back? If i could i would let you know exactly what im feeling right now by punching you in the face and then crying all over your brand new tshirt. you think your so cool you think that you got what it takes well let me tell you know you dont and then what happens next? will you be showing back up on my front doorstep well guess what im not going take you back this time. you took my hand and when you were through with it it was just a bloody mess. why cant you see that what you did to me was wrong well i hope the next girl kicks you in the ass if you even dare to try treat her the way you treated me. i aint no fucking object that you can just toss around leave behind and pick back up. if i could i would pour a bucket of pudding over your head and then just walk away and laugh. so you think that your ready for a new situation? well guess what your not. and when you find yourself all alone again dont you dare come back to me. am i a whore because im out hanging out with guys and flirting with them even though i let them know im not ready to be in another relationship when you were the one who wanted to try seeing other girls..... am i boring? well guess what you are about as fun as cleaning out the cobwebs in an oldy empty room which is exactly what im doing since you left me. I hope your happy now that your on your own...wait no i dont i hope your fuckin miserable. am i a terrible person? cuz i didnt lie to you and then leave you and say a whole bunch of shit behind your back. Maybe you were just a bad habit for me....more like an addiction that i needed to be cut off of so thank you for freeing me from the pill that was slowly killing me........that pill was you.... | | |
| I love all my friends.....they have been basically passing me back and forth, taking turns to take me out or even just sit on the couch with me for the last few days......so im doing better.....i dont even know why i loved him......but he didnt feel the same way i guess. Oh well just a year and month of my time wasted. or maybe it wasnt wasted? maybe i was learing something i dont know | | |
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